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Stupid Hormones

Because I fell in love with you,
and I don't know how to fall out of love with you.
Even though we're both acting like two retarted teens
with absolutely nothing to say to eachother.

2013-03-11 @ 19:41:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Happiness?

"After all, what is happiness?

Love, they tell me. But love doesn’t bring and never has brought happiness.

On the contrary, its a constant state of anxiety, a battlefield; its sleepless nights, asking ourselves all the time if we’re doing the right thing. Real love is composed of ecstacy and agony.

[...]

I spent a lot of my life looking for happiness, now what i want is joy. Joy is like sex – it begins and ends. I want pleasure. I want to be contended, but happiness?
I no longer fall into that trap."

- Paulo Coelho
http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2013/03/08/joy-is-like-sex/

2013-03-10 @ 12:46:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Teenage crime

On the back of a motorbike, with your arms outstreched trying to take flight. And listening to the song where they sing those lines with your cheap headphones squeezed in under the helmet. Going everywhere. Going nowhere. Just because you can. Just because you can't imagine doing anything else.
Or walking home 6am in the sunrise, still drunk, with your shoes dangling from your left hand. Maybe you kissed someone. And the birds are singing.
Those moments, when you feel as if you'd live forever.

Sometimes I think we forget to wear non matching socks, jump in bed and doodle in our textbooks.
I always want to be living. Not just staying alive.

2013-03-06 @ 21:28:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Hi, I'm manic-depressive, how are you?

Tonight I'm sad. Tonight I'm certainly sad.
For no certain reason.

It's not part of my identity. But it's still part of who I am.
I want people judge me for my actions, who I choose to be.
But sometimes, it's not a choice.

Nights like this I wish someone would just give me a fucking hug.

2013-03-01 @ 20:31:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Please forgive me,

I will wait all I have to, I just hope it won't be very long.

2013-02-28 @ 15:25:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

I am completely, utterly, irrevocably, inexplicably, inevitably in love with you.

2013-02-25 @ 19:42:05 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

18/8-25, 19

Dazed and confused
Shackled and bruised
If I could choose
I'd still stay in you noose

Photo: Tyler Shields (my favourite)

2013-02-03 @ 14:01:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Inexplicably, Inevitably,

Now that I see you

I can never look away

I will wait.

2013-02-02 @ 20:08:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

When you find it

a fire without an aim

is just a nomad flame

might ricochet get carried away

dance among the beams and rays

and soon enough goes all burned out

blatantly admits it's rout

but in the forest

where wilderness rules

a sense of bourne

awaiting you

2013-01-20 @ 01:27:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

HowamIevenbothered

2013-01-20 @ 00:41:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

BrainCPU

There's a long journey from seeing that it works, to understanding how it works, to knowing how to work it.

2013-01-16 @ 01:22:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Doubt/Hope

So pervasive,

impossible not to perceive
far off, in the beckoning,

too indefinite to believe
Beyond all matter, space and time,
plattitudes, reason and rhyme
A silent hymn for vast old crimes
Repent you shall a thousand times

2013-01-15 @ 23:29:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

The Great Klyché

the great klyché of this disease

I'll down a pill now fuck off please

2013-01-14 @ 18:51:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

FUUUUUUUUCK.

2013-01-13 @ 15:41:24 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Once upon a time I thought you were the most fulfilled creature I'd ever seen inhabiting the planet Earth

Because I wasn't seeing anything else.

And for a while, I stopped looking.

2013-01-12 @ 00:58:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

In a couple of months none of this will matter,

2013-01-09 @ 17:01:38 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Quote :;:

"I sometimes don't know where to go, but I still always end up somewhere"

2013-01-02 @ 18:23:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Retrospect.

Life is actually quite sweet. Bittersweet. Ironic. And lovely. The people you know, the people you meet, the people you'll soon encounter. The crazy things you've done, the crazy things you'll do. How it all intertwines.

Happy new years motherfuckers.

2013-01-01 @ 02:29:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Love should always be fearless.

2012-12-29 @ 15:52:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Re-play

So what if I still love him,
and he asks me if I want to see him.

Do I?

2012-12-25 @ 15:33:00 Permalink Händelser, livet och sånt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

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