Ethanol
Stay in your skin,
Sollipsism
Maybe if we go to sleep tonight
we won't wake up tomorrow,
so I hold on to my memorys tight
and I let go of my sorrow
if all of this was nothing but
mere a grande illusion
a result of my own eerie and
complex great delusion
and everyone I've ever known is but a projection of myself
and everything I've ever seen a reflection of what I felt
and my body was a castle yet a prison for my soul
where I was queen and captive to watch my fantasy unfold
I'll devote myself to dreams tonight
for my dreams will live forever
and when my body heaps a final sigh
my soul will finally sever
we won't wake up tomorrow,
so I hold on to my memorys tight
and I let go of my sorrow
if all of this was nothing but
mere a grande illusion
a result of my own eerie and
complex great delusion
and everyone I've ever known is but a projection of myself
and everything I've ever seen a reflection of what I felt
and my body was a castle yet a prison for my soul
where I was queen and captive to watch my fantasy unfold
I'll devote myself to dreams tonight
for my dreams will live forever
and when my body heaps a final sigh
my soul will finally sever
I would like to see you but I know I can't
Let's leave the past in the past,
there was a reason that it didn't last.
Let's fake a smile as we greet the future,
play pretend and act ever so secure.
Missed out on my meds ystrdy and already feel like crap
Heartbeats like a hummingbird
black sheep within a mighty herd
stressed to death yet close to sigh
abysmal down and endless high
I sometimes wish I wouldn't be like this
I wish for calm and blinding bliss
Still,
A dreamless sleep that weaves me in
and weighs me down, with threads so thin.
and weighs me down, with threads so thin.
I wake up feeling empty still,
a human shell of velvet skin.
Letters from the sky;
One of these days the sky is gonna break and everything will escape, and I'll know...
Divine intervention,
I saved a butterfly once,
it was trapped
I know it couldn't possibly perceive me such as I perceive myself
In the same way I hope something bigger than me
soon enough will intervene
and send me back on the right track
it was trapped
I know it couldn't possibly perceive me such as I perceive myself
In the same way I hope something bigger than me
soon enough will intervene
and send me back on the right track
This is how I wanna feel,
But then I'm like... Whatever.
There is no magic left in this world (is there no magic left in this world?)
Maybe it was love at first sight.
Maybe I really can't let you go. Maybe you can't stop thinking of me either. Maybe we're both thinking w h a t i f . Maybe that's why you're not talking to me, avoiding me, ignoring me, ever since you've heard ...
That I'm seeing him.
Maybe I should really hold on tight to him. Maybe I should appreciate what I've got. It's getting too serious. Maybe you don't care, maybe I'm just reading into things, like you said. Maybe I can't stop thinking about you beacuse I'm subconsciously looking for a way out of this.
Maybe it was love at first sight.
Maybe I really can't let you go. Maybe you can't stop thinking of me either. Maybe we're both thinking w h a t i f . Maybe that's why you're not talking to me, avoiding me, ignoring me, ever since you've heard ...
That I'm seeing him.
Maybe I should really hold on tight to him. Maybe I should appreciate what I've got. It's getting too serious. Maybe you don't care, maybe I'm just reading into things, like you said. Maybe I can't stop thinking about you beacuse I'm subconsciously looking for a way out of this.
Maybe it was love at first sight.
(Baby, it was love at first sight)
quote
*art begins in imitation and it ends in innovation*
The silence gets us nowhere fast.
I can think of someone far more admirable
I can think of someone far more suited
I can think of someone far more worthy
Why is it so
that I can't stop thinking about you?
I can think of someone far more suited
I can think of someone far more worthy
Why is it so
that I can't stop thinking about you?
Astro.
Don't assume that a long-shot isn't worth a shot.
God bless you
What would a poor student like me do without you?
Dear daddy.
Put your black shoes on
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It makes me sad to remember so I'm trying to forget that
you used to make me happy.
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22,
May you always run free beneath the moons pale light.
stop thinking start doing
I'm not sure what I want. if I want it... but...
it's always better doing something than doing nothing.
it's always better doing something than doing nothing.
?
Sexorcism
In order to get over someone you need to get under someone else
Welcome to your twenties...
This is the time when you're supposed find yourself. You are supposed to get established in society. You are supposed to do something with your life.
And you think you have all the time in the world, ten years is quite some time. So you look back on the last ten years of your existance for proof. Mosts likely you find that you accomplished;
nothing.
Ok, maybe you grew some tits or some beard and graduated from college (big whop). Doesn't count. Because that's what you're supposed to do. Most likely you will keep on doing what you're supposed to.
You're supposed to get a job.
You are supposed find someone to love.
And you're supposed to get rid of that restless leg syndrome, because someone told me stability and motion is a paradox.
You're supposed to adjust all premises so that when you're thirty they are all set to - happily ever after.
But most of all, this is supposed to be your glory days. This is when you're supposed to have the time of your life. This is the time for fun and happiness.
So be happy motherfucker.
Size does matter...
Best sex I've had in weeks. Tonight.
With myself.
With myself.
